[Donna]

Maybe the wisest writer kills himself unknown before he creates anything of human merit, keeps his best works up above with the gods, insteads of being Anansi, or Grandmother Spider, bringing down the heavenly stories, or the Sun, to doomed people.

It sounds like you've given yourself a special celestial title, which is a common symptom of mystical indulgence and spiritual drunkardness. One of the common reactions to mystical touch is to assume a grandeur identity (serpent knowledge). But the uninteresting reality is that if one individual is unable to communicate a particular idea (ie, due to early death), someone else will quickly come along because even genius draws itself from a well of archetypal dispositions that are never truly unique. So an amiable word of advice: the gods don't accept unwritten manuscripts (it was never yours to give them in the first place), they only take spontaneous kindness, which can take a lifetime to realize. Learn to take great joy in long-term planning and horizontal contemplation. It is one of the pleasures of maturation and it is well worth the wait.

[Ummon]

It sounds like you've given yourself a special celestial title, which is a common symptom of mystical indulgence and spiritual drunkardness. One of the common reactions to mystical touch is to assume a grandeur identity (serpent knowledge). But the uninteresting reality is that if one individual is unable to communicate a particular idea (ie, due to early death), someone else will quickly come along because even genius draws itself from a well of archetypal dispositions that are never truly unique. So an amiable word of advice: the gods don't accept unwritten manuscripts (it was never yours to give them in the first place), they only take spontaneous kindness, which can take a lifetime to realize. Learn to take great joy in long-term planning and horizontal contemplation. It is one of the pleasures of maturation and it is well worth the wait.

Thank you