- 03 Feb 2016 15:49
#14648999
Dead Weight
Brandt’s heart was pounding against his chest as he sprinted through the forest, running faster and faster, not caring about his protesting muscles and tired bones. All he could think of getting past the next tree, the next tree after that, the next tree after that, as far away from the soldiers as possible. The moon watched as he raced under its pale light, running faster than his breath could keep up with. He slipped on a patch of grass and tumbled palms-first against the fallen wreck of an ancient tree. Ignoring the pain in his ankle and not caring if it was sprained or broken, he quickly scrambled around the log and huddled down for cover.
He gasped for air so hard he could see little flecks of white everywhere he looked, but he put his hands on his mouth to not make a sound as he couldn't help but pant. He rested there against the side of that fallen tree and a mossy pillow for what might've been half an hour or more, too tired to keep moving, and unwilling to stand up and put weight on his injured left ankle to see if it was just a sprain.
That's when he heard someone approaching. The forest was so still he could hear the sound of twigs shattering to pieces under footsteps. Brandt had never thought of how loud moving through the forest can be, but all he could think of now was the British soldier walking closer, no doubt following the direction Brandt had fled in. The sounds of leaves and twigs crunching got louder and louder. He could hear the faint sound of heavy breathing, as though the soldier had also been running, but eventually slowed down, realizing whoever he was chasing would have slowed down too, thinking time was on his side and not the side of an unarmed refugee about to be executed for jumping the border.
Arrogant bastard.
Brandt slowly crept near the edge of the fallen tree, closer to where the sounds were approaching. Keeping his head low, he kept a hand on his mouth to muffle his breathing and quietly pulled out his knife, not risking his pistol which was bound to attract attention.
In the silence of a forest that held its breath, he waited.
*****
"The fuck we gonna do?" Ziggy held his head in both hands, sitting on a battered wooden chair that was missing a leg. He had an unlit cigarette between two fingers of one hand, and a loaded gun they found in the farm house they stopped at. Outside was a torrent of rain, and inside there were leaks everywhere, and puddles of water throughout the creaking, abandoned home.
Brandt laid on his back on a pile of old blankets that smelled of dust and age, his head resting on a warped bicycle wheel. If he positioned his head just right on the spokes, it felt rather relaxing. He let out a sigh; Ziggy had been muttering to himself all afternoon saying the same thing over and over again, sitting with his head in his hands. The only problem is he kept fidgeting, and he didn't seem to notice he was fidgeting with a loaded gun next to his head and Brandt's. He was too tired to argue with him to put it away.
"We'll think of something." He wanted Ziggy to shut his mouth and let him get some sleep.
"I wasn't asking you," Ziggy snapped.
"Oh? Who were you asking, the rain?" Brandt smiled at his own joke.
"No, stupid, it's one of those things you ask but ain't really asking."
"You mean rhetorical?"
"Whatever. Just shut your mouth and let me rest."
"Oh, alright Ziggy." Brandt sighed loudly. There was just no winning with him.
"Stop calling me Ziggy."
Brandt looked up incredulously at him. "What am I supposed to call you then?"
"Bradley. That's my fucking name."
"But everyone's always called you Ziggy."
"I was too polite to tell people to stop calling me that. But now I'm telling."
Brandt didn't quite know what to say. "But everyone calls you that."
"Everyone's dead and gone. It's just you now, so stop calling me that. We ain’t cops no more. Just because you and the others had a nice desk job don’t mean you keep calling me some shit nickname you’d name your dog.”
Brandt blinked at Ziggy, who turned to look back at Brandt.
“I told you to stick with me working the beat. I told you you’d regret being a housecat. But you thought you needed to make something of yourself. You didn't know you already were something." Ziggy stared at Brandt. "If I hadn't known something was up with Hamilton, how many times would you be dead? I'm counting three: one by Hamilton and the other two by the men at the boat."
Brandt broke eye contact and went back to staring up at the ceiling, chewing his cheek as Ziggy chewed him out.
"I'm thinking you'da seen it right away too if you stayed good police."
Brandt clenched his jaw angrily.
"You wanna know why I was asking what we're gonna do? Because one good cop can't keep us both alive. It's hopeless man. We can't go back, and who knows if there's anything to go back to. We've been lucky to not see a Red yet. We keep going east, hoping we can sneak through the border up north and head to Montreal or God knows where, but we probably won't be lucky." He stood up and checked the chamber of his pistol. Brandt cautiously watched him, but Ziggy started walking towards the wide-open front entrance of the house. "The world is fucked, and I'm tired of carrying dead weight."
Brandt watched as Ziggy walked out the door and sat down on the half-rotted porch steps. The outdoor roof covering the porch had long-since collapsed, and the entire porch was soaking wet in the rain, but he sat down anyway. He put the gun in his mouth and blew his head off.
*****
Brandt had headed east a little further when he left the farmhouse, figuring the further east he went the better chances he had of slipping north into Canada, but decided to take his chances soon after. With no soldiers in sight and barely any cans of food left, he kept heading north. As long as he didn't run into any Brits along the way he figured he'd be fine. They controlled the big cities in the Canadian Corridor along the highway from Vancouver to the east, but everything in between had no master. As soon as the Brits marched or drove past out here, everything was either Red or lawless once more.
Once he hit the highway, he stayed in the tree line to the north and slowly moved east. He didn't care what happened to him when he ran out into the road with the last of his energy as soon as he saw a truck heading east. As he passed out from exhaustion he felt lifted up by a number of hands, and then surrounded in the dark by a huddled group of women, children, and the elderly. Then black.
When he woke up, he found that he was among American refugees. None of them knew about the situation in the Northwest: they had all left months ago before Portland fell. They were riding in a shipping truck, packed in the back in the dark with just a soft lantern glowing and flickering.
The truck stopped frequently, usually for hours at a time. He wasn't sure how many were up front but he got the impression it might have been just one tired driver dealing with multiple military checkpoints along the highway and his own fatigue.
After what might have been one or two days of driving, the truck stopped as usual. This time something was different, and angry shouting could be heard through the walls of the truck. He listened carefully, and reached for his gun in his pack as soon as he heard footsteps nearing the back of the truck. Everyone was quiet, waiting for whatever what might happen next. Before he could pull the gun out of his bag, the door of the truck was flung open, and before the Brit who wasn't expecting a mass of desperate humans in the truck could react, a pile of people started leaping out, scattering in all directions. Brandt wasted no time and ran as hard as he could with the sound of gunfire and people screaming in terror behind him.
*****
He crouched at the end of the enormous dead tree, waiting with purpose as the British soldier slowly approached, the soldier giving himself away with his panting breath. Brandt tightened his grip on his knife and flexed his arm just as the soldier stepped on a pile of leaves that sounded no more than a meter away. As soon as Brandt caught sight of the soldier's shoes, he lunged forward and stabbed wildly.
He fell back in horror as he immediately saw he had just stabbed a woman carrying a baby and a young girl in tow. His hands were covered in blood, and the baby was now crying on the ground where it had fallen out of its mothers arms. The young girl looked on at Brandt with the seeming indifference of the dead, staring right through him like he wasn't even there. All he could hear was the sound of crying, of whimpering, and the ocean-like pulse of the sound of his own blood rushing through his ears. All he could see was the mother's face, her eyes wide open, and on her face was a look of surprise. He crawled back on his hands, dropping the knife in disgust as soon as he saw his hands covered in red. He got to his feet and stumbled drunkenly to turn around, running eastwards without looking back, the sound of ghosts haunting him the further he went.
He didn't know how long he ran, but he didn't stop until he ran out of sturdy legs. He crawled a distance to the edge of the highway and saw nothing in sight. It was then that he felt something in his pockets. He still had the German marks in the envelope, all twenty thousand. In his other pocket were some carefully folded papers someone in the group of refugees must have slipped on him while he slept. He took a close look, his head still racing and spinning from exhaustion. Canadian citizenship papers.
"Harold Montgomery," he said, weakly. He cleared his throat. "From Vancouver, British Columbia."
He stood up slowly, walking into the middle of the empty road. To his east, Montreal and Europe. He turned around, looking one final time westwards. He stared for a moment, trying to remember the details of his life as he stood on that empty road staring out into endless forest and the distant loom of slate gray Northwest skies. He turned his back on the western stretch of the road and started walking east in the direction of Montreal.
"I don't know if you're a detective or a pervert."
"Well, that's for me to know and you to find out."
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