- 24 Mar 2017 04:24
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I really think it's really and it's pretty obvious to me. It honestly bothers me all of the time, and it makes me feel like there's wedge between me and the rest of other world, a big cold dark empty space that shouldn't be there. All of the things that seem to matter the most are denied, and more or less made inappropriate or 'off-limits' in some manner or another by our society and instead quite often we simply cast away our souls and become more or less "human doing's" or some such thing, wherein the main objective is to always obey or follow authority; an authority much removed from our own lives any anything remotely meaningful to our own selves.
It just drives me nuts, I see it probably all of the time. There's so many things I'd like to talk about or connect with others and even do in the world, but yet it's all denied, it's all as if it's some strange shadow world. I come across it all of the time and it's always so stark and obvious to me and yet, quite often it's simply just "the way things are" "reality" for most others and it's the most indomitable thing to witness and see. I mean, what do you think? what do we think? who are you, what are we even doing?
It's just might as well be strictly a religious thing, or at least it's certainly become something to that nature. It's as if human beings have all been crucified and become prisoners of their own advent desires.
I struggle so much with acting, with pretending. What does anyone else want when they themselves don't even know? You're supposed to stand around in a world made drab, grey, and as coldly removed from our own innate selves as humanly possible and yet we stand around with arms outstretched in our collard, grey polyester suits and waive our hands around, as if just continually directing the traffic in which ever direction to go, and that's simply the world. Cynical, detached, perfectly planned and decided. It just reminds me of that one John Lennon song for some reason "look at me me, what am I supposed to do, what can I do for you? here I am, what can I do for you? what can I do for you?"
It just drives me nuts, I see it probably all of the time. There's so many things I'd like to talk about or connect with others and even do in the world, but yet it's all denied, it's all as if it's some strange shadow world. I come across it all of the time and it's always so stark and obvious to me and yet, quite often it's simply just "the way things are" "reality" for most others and it's the most indomitable thing to witness and see. I mean, what do you think? what do we think? who are you, what are we even doing?
It's just might as well be strictly a religious thing, or at least it's certainly become something to that nature. It's as if human beings have all been crucified and become prisoners of their own advent desires.
I struggle so much with acting, with pretending. What does anyone else want when they themselves don't even know? You're supposed to stand around in a world made drab, grey, and as coldly removed from our own innate selves as humanly possible and yet we stand around with arms outstretched in our collard, grey polyester suits and waive our hands around, as if just continually directing the traffic in which ever direction to go, and that's simply the world. Cynical, detached, perfectly planned and decided. It just reminds me of that one John Lennon song for some reason "look at me me, what am I supposed to do, what can I do for you? here I am, what can I do for you? what can I do for you?"